林欣宜

2011-08-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

15days to go! So so excited for e Taiwan trip. Haha.. 6 more days will be my bd:) what will my surprise be!? :)

2011-08-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

Had a great day out with him. Alt I'm sick but I still enjoy e prawning session in e afternoon n movie @ downtown east. Now we are on our way home! Ready for Tom yam gong Maggie mee! Haha..

2011-08-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Hi blogger! After meeting up with mabel yesterday, I'm so excited n looking forward for my Taiwan trip. Saw those pretty wedding photos, suddenly start to worry. Worry for my fat tummy! Worry for my fatty arms n legs!!! :( but it's all too late to think of it now!:( all I can go is to try my best to shake off as many fatsss as possible. Anyone can help?

Ps: hope to have more time with u

2011-08-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

Oh no! Wedding date is getting nearer. What to do!:( I m so afraid.. I really hope it will be a happy marriage:D it's easy to say the word trust but it's always hard to do. Is one wife enough? Or others can be better? Should i just take it easy or take it seriously? Atleast I will not get hurt that much. I shall throw those question away before I start my new life with him. With or without it's all depends on me now! Good luck Rachel lim!!!! :))

2011-01-17T16:54:00.000-08:00

use up 1 day to look for my wistlet still cant find.

waste my leave..

feel like cryin every sec.. you wont know how it hurts becos u r not me.

But still i thank my f mom lend my $500.

i got so many bills to clear, ang bao money & new yr clothes.

how is it enough!?

even it is enough.. it's not my money. it's not my bonus!

can someone tell me where is it!

i'm working so so so hard for past yr becos of the bonus.

but now it's all gone w/o spending a single cent!

i try my best to cool down but still the same..

sorry dear i tot of spending my bonus with u but now nothing..

i hate myself damn much sia!

2011-01-17T10:12:00.000-08:00

sorry dear i know u r up sad..

for now.. i only wish that i can find my money back.

i have not spend nor touch those money yet but now it's gone.

damn it!

where is it? i cant find it when i definitely know that it's in my bag.

i feel like crying!!!!

it's my hard earn money & my first bonus!!!!!

arrrr...............

2011-01-12T22:18:00.000-08:00

Hopefully this year will be a better year for me. From the beginning of 2011 till now i guess i'm still doing well.

Manage to achieve top sales among my team. Staying happily with my love. Closer with friends. But i'm hoping for more financial help. haha.. anyone can help?

I hope i have give you enough freedom.

I hope you don't feel stress with me ard..

Do i have a better personality & character now?

Life is all about changing. So how about you!?

Live a better life! :)

Wish list for 2011:

* I Phone (new)

* New Laptop

* New Watch (currently no preference)

* Trip to Taiwan

* Trip to Bangkok

* Shake off 20kg fats! (before may)

* Strike 4D luck (only for my dear)

* Chai Chai Family <3

2011-01-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

hello big cock! where is my brilliant rose? haha. just kidding la. cos i know this big cock will give me the best. he will try his very best to give what i want. So i just hope to have a diamond ring and that will do. *not too small please. hahaha..

Three wedding bombs are coming this month. It's such a lovely month. So envy & jealous! :)

Just came back from our Malacca trip last sunday. We went for 3days 2night with frog prince & celine. Love the life there, so relax & enjoy. Everything i spend there was only half of the price i pay in singapore. Super crowed night market & nice weather! Hope both of us can go there again...

Ps: so so so look forward for that day to come.... <3

2010-12-15T00:30:00.000-08:00

everyone are getting married. so jealous! haha

anyway i enjoy my life now with him around! :)

x'mas is comin i have not start my shopping guess i shall do it tml.

love all gd nite~

2010-11-30T17:00:00.000-08:00

Life is a drama. i agree! there are people who easily walk in to our life, take something away from us & left us behind crying. It could be friendship, love, trust, money, happiness and even others to be taken away. If someone were to ask me did i ever disappointed or make a person cry, i will say yes. I used to break the trust i have in my friends and love ones. I cheated someone else money before. You might be hurt now but if we think back we did hurt someone before too. we have to face the reality and help our self up. I lost my best friends once, now i have them back and i will cherish them. I lost the trust from my boyfriend once, now i have him back and i promise i'll give him all me trust & love.

I believe God give everyone a 2nd chance and i cherish it. :)

Even if there are times which i feel like crying every second, I'll still be glad because i'm breathing.

It's always easy to say but hard to achieve. So we must give our very best to achieve!

Life is good. we have to live it well!

LOVE~ <3

2010-11-28T16:34:00.000-08:00

just back from IKEA and we bought a lamp that's all. Actually our main purpose is to go there for beef balls & chicken wings. Finally i can taste those food, have been craving for months.

weekends past real fast.. just 2 days of rest and we will back to reality.

work make us stress and tired.. is there a way for fast & instant cash?

When would that day come? i wish..

Christmas is ard the corner follow by chinese new year.

Soon april 2011 will come.

awaiting...

2010-11-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

why r people always doing things at the wrong time, saying some words which u don't really mean it. And whats the point of saying sorry and/or thank u when u don feel like saying. I hate it most is that i have to admit or keep quite when i'm not in the wrong. What the hell is all these nonsense! But what! We got to face all this shit at work.. people who so call "old bird" are always showing us so many patten and their patten is always more than badminton. LOL (sry for my broken eng)..

However.. there are still things i am looking forward to expect for work! Things are getting better between us and that's how i feel. Out of a sudden, we have signed up for wedding shots last month. haha we haven even plan for married but because of the attractive package we decided to sign up. Probably will be going next year march, the best thing is it's at taiwan the place where i wish to go. 5days 4nite just cost about $2+++. Of cause i'm lookin foward for the trip but there's only one thing i wish he can go for me? haha..

ps: love is about sharing

2010-10-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

wee~ happy shopping with eileen! super long time never go to bugis street and i only bought a shirt($10), bangle($5) & sleeping mask($40). next month aft payday i got to meet my girls out & shop again! :)
oouu.. got to slp! nite~

2010-10-21T22:35:00.000-07:00

just back from watching "paranormal activity 2", great show! enjoy the movie & also enjoy the time spend with him. do u feel the same? :)

p.s: so many things and so many days i want to be with u.. (:

2010-10-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

new blog skin done! haha alt there isn't much different but it still take up some of my time to update. :)

while updating, i was preparing 嘛油鸡 for tml's lunch. Hope those girls will love my cooking especially HER, If not she will have story to tell..

2010-10-13T00:13:00.000-07:00

finally the truth is out... she's the worst person ever!
how can a employee act like as if she's the lady boss. ass!!!!
i don't understand why everyone still can tolerate her so so much!
please la! you got no rights to scold & control our life!
who do you think you are!?
can't imagine how you treat your own family members...
you make me feel tat it seems like I'm back to primary school & you are the discipline mistress! LOL~
DO YOU THINK WE LOOK LIKE KIDS!!!
HAhahahaHA!

p.s: thank God.. she won't be in office tml again. peace! :)

2010-10-11T13:50:00.000-07:00

can someone tell me what is marriage about?
A new start or the end?

But i am still looking forward for my own wedding! >.<

oh no... got to work late today. I miss my girls alot! cya on thurs!

2010-10-07T01:16:00.000-07:00

We had a great dinner at Trader's Hotel celebrating his 27th birthday on tuesday 05/10/2010.

rachel says:
I want you because it's you not others.
I know who 's the best to me, it's you but not others.
My life is beautiful becasue you lives in my heart.

I heart you!

my live change because of you.. Thank you for changing me to be a better one..

2010-10-04T19:45:00.000-07:00

Finally i have make reservation at Trader's Hotel. It's my first time making reservation for dinner, hope he will love tomorrow's dinner cause it really cost me a bomb! haha..

Dear.. May our love continue till the end of our life. I Love You! <3

p.s: 5 more hours to your birthday~ :)

2010-09-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

Really felt so stressed at work. I have to pretend to be happy when I'm not. I have to put on a smile when i feel like crying. But it's all alright.. because i know that there will be a sunshine after the rain. My life is so beautiful because those who loves me. I live my life with joy & left those sadness behind me.
We have to learn how to control our temper & emotional attitude at the right time! ( I'm improving)

2010-09-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

where's my goodnight msg or call???! LOL..

(more sales pls!)

:(

2010-09-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm~ yummy yummy!!! just done cooking my "kuku cao kuku". hahaaha..
Hope they will love it!

hey! i'm levering! haha u r too slow. :p

<3 <3 <3 <3

2010-09-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a great movie at ang mo kio Cathay. We watched the movie "devil", it will turn out to be a good show if u understand what it means. Will we be forgiven if we confuse? As there's a chinese saying “人在作，天在看", do you believe this? ....

Anyway, this coming wednesday is our chinese moon cake festival. :)
anyone want to go park play candles??? LOL...
i used to do there when i was younger, now i'm ohh-ladi~
Hope everyone enjoy this festival & wish for all couples in the world can live happily after!
*can i be the sleepbeauty (fatty version) <3

2010-09-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

Congrates to Mr & Mrs Neo!!!

I love going to wedding dinner. :) So glad to see those couple "xu chen zheng guo".
Adrian & Mandy: 你们一定要幸福哦！

2010-09-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

i'm happy with what i have! i know what i need, i know what i want. :)

Thanks for being the one for me!

2010-09-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

i hate this feeling i'm having now! just let me go can!

p.s: we are still friend?

2010-09-11T12:57:00.000-07:00

long weekend~ yesterday went to meet qianyun at J8 after that meet him for dinner & L4D. The dinner was nice, we ate at the "c nai hongkong cafe". Listening to songs by their live band & eating my shark fin soup noodle as for him, he had has "kou shui chicken rice". Love the enviroment!
Hmm.. i guess for the next two week we got to stay at home for Wonderking! save some money~ :)

2010-09-08T01:06:00.000-07:00

hope dear will be better with his new job. Jia you ba!

希望天天开心~

2010-09-07T22:42:00.000-07:00

I used to care what kind of girls you prefer & what's kind of girls that attract u. All these will not bother me anymore, cause i know i have my own value, i don't want to be compare! I want my confident back!

P.s: Protection On!!! :)

2010-09-05T22:51:00.000-07:00

Just came back from movie with him, we watched the "Haunted Changi". Finally i now how OCH look like, although the movie is not scary but i can definitely say i will not enter that creepy place.

p.s: i love the days when i'm together with u.

2010-09-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to "ME"!!!

Thank you everyone for your blessing & wishes!

I love all the surprise & presents many many~

Dear,

Thank you for your lovely present! It's not because of the value, it's because it's a gift from you!

Those hard times have gone, we must look forward for the best. I believe we will learn to cherish

each other even more. It's fate that bring us together, it's our choice & decision make us move forward & closer. Let's grow old together~ I love u~ <3

2010-08-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

2 more days to go! Am i getting older or i'm just getting better?
So many wishes & dreams, hoping all will come true:) i guess i shall start planing for my further before it's too late. How i wish money will pour down from sky, so i can buy whatever i like! hehehe XO

P.s: Can i have my present now??? ahahaha~ .<3

2010-08-25T21:31:00.000-07:00

Time flies~ tomorrow got to go back for work. Wonder is there anything happen today? -.-

dear God~ am i dreaming? my tears are dry, me heartache has gone, i start to find my happiness back, i know how to put on a smile everyday. If it's a dream, God please do not wake me up! i want him badly, i need him. Although i don't express it out but those words are in my heart. I want you to be happy with me, not afraid of me. Happiness does not just came from 1 person, it take both hand to clap.

p.s: i want a hug from u...

2010-08-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

huray~ tml on leave. so i can sleep till late late.. hope i will have a super fun day tml! :)

miss u guys!

(no more ping ping pong pong~)

2010-08-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

"HAPPY BIRD-DAY TO EILEEN.K"

Thank God it's a new week, new start, new hope! Everything seems good for me..

We held a celebration for eileen in office this afternoon, oreo cheese cake, flower & present (perfume - kenzo). :)

Next will be mine! haha.. Don have high hope cos i'm not Irene's god-daughter. haha XOXO

P.s: happy week! more sales more happy moment!

2010-08-22T21:40:00.000-07:00

Fireworks "pi pi po po" :)

2010-08-22T14:25:00.000-07:00

Thank you for this cool down period, cause you make me know how important are my friends & you. Never meet up them for yrs, they are still so caring & love me. Now i truly understand how you enjoy ur time with ur friends. I used to check on you cos i don have confident in myself but i find myself more happy cos i'm not doing it anymore. I'm leaning to relay on no-one, i'm finding my confident back but all this does not tells that i don miss you at all. If i say i don miss you i'm lying.

P.s: Cherish your beloved one & friends. It's fate that brings two person together & fall in love.

Cheers Sunday!!! :)

2010-08-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

After some talks with you guys, i'm really glad that they make me know myself even better. This two yrs my life is all surrounded by you. I'm sorry because of my selfishness i dont let you to meet your fren by just to stay with me. I'm sorry because of my emotional attitude make you give in for all the times. I'm sorry because i'm too relay on you, i cant do any things by myself. BUT! i know my mistake. I got to change all this not because of you but for my own gd. If you love someone you should not tie up their life & keep them by urside. It's time to grow up! *i agree*

2010-08-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

Please trust me for the vey last time. You should know i am willing to do whatever things to let this relationship goes on. Even if i fall for another guy, the ending will be worse because of my attitude. Y not i start changing now together with you. Cause you are the best & the one i love most. No one can replace you in my heart & i don want you to be replace. Please dont let us leave with regrets. I need your trust badly, i promise you from now on i will meet my frens more offen. I love you!

2010-08-16T23:12:00.000-07:00

No word can describe my feelings now.. hope all problems will disappear once i wake up!

2010-07-19T18:57:00.000-07:00

Why am i facing all this pain. I m not happy & i'm super duper down feel like crying every single moment but i still got to put on a fake smile. No one i can share my trouble with cos i don wan them to know all this thing. Feel like saying good bye to this world, but i cant cos i really treasure those days i have. When i think of the promises you made to me i felt that i m nothing to you. I hate this me i hate this thoughts that i have now. How i wish time really fly cos i now we all can return back to the past, what is done cannot be undone. All i can do is to look forward. My tears are dropping while i'm typing this post. Can anyone help me.. i don wish to let go of the past alt it hurts! Cos that's all i have & the best moment in my life....

2010-07-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

Sorry for giving you a bad weekend. It seems like I'm the only person who mess up your days & make you up sad. But i understand that in every relationship, both person must give & take to maintain a healthy relationship. Other than my bad temper, i hope you still can see how well i treat you in other ways! :) i love you & i promise i will keep trying to change my bad habit. Please don't stop pamper me! I like the way you treat me now! You make me feel like I'm a queen~ and everyone shall know i have found my King!!!
(I heart you)

ps: SPAIN go go go!!!! :)

2010-07-05T00:02:00.000-07:00

Oh my.. just came back from watching the movie "9 temple". Sad! Boring show... don't really understand what the show is talking about. wasting my time.. hmm it's late now, me shall sleep le! :p
Tomorrow still got to hunt for sales!!!!

2010-06-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

horay~ tml is payday! :) more shopping is coming!!!!

2010-06-25T10:50:00.000-07:00

Hi Good morning everyone! Hope you all had a good sleep last nite ya~
hmm... great Singapore sales ending soon!
Since tomorrow I'm meeting e.k, we must gap all we can.. muhahaha~
You guys should go for your shopping too..

(actually... i miss some of my friends when i hang with others. i miss those days i went out with revonda,rebecca & mabel. i used to meet up with revonda the most, there's so many things we can share with but everything changed when i started my relationship.. I admit that after i get into the relationship, i hardly meet up with them cos i want to spend more time with him. I tot you could understand but i was wrong. You treat me more than a friend, but it show's that I'm not worth. Anyway.. i know you are doing well now, all the best in what ever you do! Take care..)

ps: dear.. pls cherish our relationship. not only 2yrs anniversary i want. i want 20, 30 ,40, 50 & more years of sweet anniversary....

2010-06-24T23:10:00.000-07:00

hmm... soon our 2 years anniversary coming!!! i have received my present.
Thanks dear for the LV bag! hahah.. That's my very first branded bag. :p i love it very much~

In this 2 years of relationship...

till now i know i still love him alot...
till now i know he's the best...
till now i know he's the one & only person i want to see everyday!

dear, are you having the same feeling as me?

AND i know...

i'm a stubborn girlfriend..
i'm always thinking too much...
i'm hard to pleased..

dear, am i right?

anyway believe me, i'm really trying very hard to control my temper...
ps: you are the one i wish to married with.

2009-12-08T23:03:00.000-08:00

Hi Blogger! something happy is in me. i love the way we are now. hope we can stay like this forever & ever. Things that need to be change will change, things that were sweet will be getting sweeter! Hoping that i'm still the "Number 1". Good nite.

2009-12-06T01:19:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS TO NICHOLAS & CELINE

~HAPPY MARRIAGE~

051209

2009-12-03T08:16:00.000-08:00

you stand by me and give me faith all the time. Thank you=)

2009-11-22T10:07:00.000-08:00

long weekend coming! What shall i plan.. haha. feel like going to Malaysia since there's limited things to do in Singapore. hmmm but so wat if i got my pay, cant go for shopping . There's so much things need to spend on. Bill? Coming Wedding? Christmas? Parents? Transportation? most impotantly FOOD! haha soon after pay day i'll be broke again.

2009-11-15T14:36:00.000-08:00

There's no turning back!

2009-10-15T16:49:00.000-07:00

escape from work! i was on mc today, supposedly i got 2days mc but tomorrow i'll be back for work.
It's so so so bored staying at home, alt work make me stress out. but but but at least there's someone to talk to, work that keep me busy, brain functioning so that i'm not sleepy and food also keep me alert ! muhahahah... anyway endure for 2more weeks, payday is on the way!!! wee~ $_$
ps: stop you idiot attitude towards me! i'm not the one who deserve such nonsense. thanks=)

2009-10-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

dear dear, hope you love the present and everything i plan for your birthday! Specially for you only! loved<3

2009-09-23T00:22:00.000-07:00

Ho ho ho.. Had a wonderful dinner with my colleagues and bosses today after work. the taste of beer were still in my mouth, everyone was enjoying themselves. We really had a great time gathering tonight. Hopefully more treats and benefit will be given! hahahaha

Ps:changing in process... need more time and concern. add in many many love and care(from you)

2009-09-15T22:34:00.000-07:00

Any one's need motor insurance? please look for me. LOL. everyday dueling with urgent case, don't understand y these people don't have sense of urgency. always like to do things in their very last minute. arhhhh.. weekdays! hate! hate! hate! anywhere.. this coming week got a long weekends! LOL.. 3days.!? friday nite going cage with dear, sat & sun? i guess we two will rot at home. hahah time for some money saving! as for monday, he got to work.=x i'm free!!!??
CHEERS TO WEEKDAYS

ps: i should know this earlier, love is not just letting one to be happy but is to share his/her happiness. the secrets of love is to know how to give in and received from one another.
love = time
(dear. i want to do the things that you enjoy. loved)

2009-08-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

i have not been posting for so long, feel kinda weird to start blogging. anyway my 21st birthday coming. excited? not really. cause i know i'm celebrating to get older. hahaha.. but i definitely know that i'll get a surprise. Ps: all the best for your coming exam, love dear.

2009-07-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

dear,
thanks for a wonderful 1 year anniversary! thanks for ur present and most importantly thanks for being with me this one year. thanks for bringing me love, joy and care to my life. thanks for tolerating my bad bad bad attitude, because of ur love, u choose not to give up on me. i really want to thank you! only i'm with u, i know i am a fortunate girl. without u i cant imagine how my life would be. hope u love e present i give it to u. i love u!
6-7-2009

2009-04-23T11:51:00.000-07:00

i'm super tired at work, yesterday was workin OT till 11plus. if this continue on and on. i'm afraid i cant take it anymore. i cant b doing all the wotk all the time right... please.! if u think u r busy, wat abt me? u stupid*** always giv me ur work to do. i'm new, doesnt mean i m good to b bully alrite.. angry. u ass hole! anyway, i m on leave today i shall put all this stress behind and enjoy my day! hahah.. i woke up at 9am this morning, blog n watch ppstream. i jus change my blog song. super nice! hahah 默默 by 飞轮海. hope u guys love it too!
p.s: i m back to my comfort zone.... lovin you all days <3

飞轮海 - 默默

这是一个没有答案的问题

我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题

却被你解开了简单的解开

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白

你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖

浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题

我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题

却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白

你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依

赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

未来的每一天不管发生什么

能不能交给我呢

我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来

安静的但却一直都在

是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖

浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白

你默默的爱

~~END~~

2009-04-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

this 2days i m super down. my beloved grandma has left us at 78 years old on 7/4/09 morning. when i received this news, i was already on my way to work. i cried out after my dad told me tat grandma has left us. today was her 3rd of her dead. tonite will b my turn to stay overnite. there's alot of things i haven told her. popo i miss u. i miss those days i went over to ur hus, took care of u for the whole day, cook meals for u, shared food with u. i miss u nagging at me. i really miss u alot. but i know this will b better for my grandma, it's better den seeing her suffering.
ps: frens, thanks for ur concern i'm fine. i will b alrite;)

2009-04-04T21:47:00.000-07:00

I HATE OT! hahah finally saturday had arrived.. i missed going out with my dear. i have been workin super long hours from monday to friday. am so stressed at work, tired, e earliest i can knock off is 7plus. wth.! i really miss you! but afterall u are still busy or i can say u r not free on the weekends. i need our time! even if we r seeing each other everyday but we hardly have time to talk. it's not enough.. few more hours will b sunday. i don wan! i don wan! cos you will b leaving me. i understand tat there's a need for u to go back malaysia but i jus gonna miss u alot and i am gonna emo. cos i will think of e coming monday, i got to wake up early by myself! i got to go work by myself! i cant call u if i am upsad of anything! i got to go home myself w/o u fetching me after my long long day of work.! i cant get to c u for e whole day.! i hate all these it's becos i'm so used to have u with me all the time... tomorrow nite i'll b left at home with pinko, blackie, fatworm and mr pig...! damn it. i really feel like crying T.T
ps: emo.! emo.! emo.! >>><<<<

2009-03-29T13:29:00.000-07:00

hey! if u were staying with others. would u feel like going back to ur own house? i miss my parents, i envy those who got a brother to care n love them. what about me? where's mine? now my mind is off. all i'm thinking of is those pounds of documents waiting for me to clear tomorrow. shit.! anyway i got my hair cut just now, hopefully tomorrow NO asshole will complain that i don look professional enough.!
ps: there's so much things that i'm pressure with. but who would be the one care to listen and understanding me?

2009-03-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

LOL..! super stress at work. i m real tired, i have been working OT for 3days after my medical leaves. wednesday i went back, start at 9am but knock off at 9pm and it's the same on thursday. guess what! i think i can break the record of OT queen today. i start from 9am and i knock off at 1am!!!! alright, i shall stop all my complains. i need REST. haha nite~
ps: lonely weekends... T.T

2009-03-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

i was so sick for the week.! last wed i took half day, intend to see a doctor for my eye checkup. Cause it was so pain tat i cant even concentrate on doing my things while i'm at work. waited for my mum to knock off around 3pm we headed to bedok poly clinic. but the doc said tat my eyes were seriously infected so they need to refer me to the hospital. immediately my mum brought me to CGH A&E, after awhile my dad were oso there. i was given one week of mc and i'm not happy with it. i had just started working and i dont think tat it's good to take a long mc leaves. hopefully after tomorrow's checkup the doc would allow me to return back for work.
ps:thx dear for tolerating and understanding my unreasonable attitude. love you always!

2009-03-15T17:10:00.000-07:00

money money money! i need them. i'm really damn broke. jus got a job recently. hope i can clear all debts asap.. i dont know what the hell is going on with me. i need some peace. i really wonder should i move back? or should i stay there with him? somehow it's still not my own house. so i am still restricted for doing some things. yes i know, it's a manner. i dont have the rights to do whatever i want. hmm.. it have been 5months i'm staying there. i enjoy those days that we shared. we see each other everyday! quarrels are unavoidable cause we are staying under one roof. but there's always a way we solve our problems alt quarrels are tiring. i am so scare tat i'll b a burden to his family, another person staying with them, the expenses will be higher. somemore, after i quit carls i'm jobless for months. dont even have a single cent to give their parents. i felt so shameful..

ps: happy?

2008-12-30T01:40:00.000-08:00

HELP.!!! i need a job asap. i don wanna rot at home. T_T

p.s: New Year is COMING.!!!! ( i love u )

2008-12-02T13:43:00.000-08:00

BEWARE! emolution is here! lol.
it's still under control.. so kindly please tolerate me if there's anything happen.
thanks for your cooperation !

ps: i miss all my lovely rabbits.! pinko is the only one that stay with me now. i love pinko n fatworm.!

2008-11-21T13:01:00.000-08:00

i miss my mom! maybe i should move back? should i? but i m really scare of my brother. haha later go back kana slap! lol but i still don dare to talk to my mom too. alt she show concern to me by buying be things and ask my dad to bring it over to me. i think she's still sad. that's why she refuse to see me.

2008-11-19T17:23:00.000-08:00

omg! i want to go home now. i am tired and hugry. but it's raining outside. how am i going to the train station? i don't wish to get wet. haha. hmm anyway if i reach home early. i am bored too. hubby won't be home so early. it's a wednesday!!! haha i got school to attend. hmm what am i going to do at home? i know i know.. play with my smelly rabbit! haha
p.s: he say he love the smelly rabbit.

2008-11-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

I think i can just forget about sunday!!!

2008-11-16T01:45:00.000-08:00

yoz! back to blog.. hah has been slacking at home for few days already. went home after work to prepared dinner. my daily rotine is work, home, cook, eat, online, sleep.. haha but i am enjoying this kind of life now. anyway i got no choice but to stay at home. haha cause i am waiting for my pay to b out!

2008-11-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

dear dear...
HAPPY 4TH MONTH!
love you.. love you.. yes i love you!
you are the sweetest thing that i ever had.!

2008-11-06T21:05:00.000-08:00

these few weeks have been hanging out with shufen and other classmates. she's like a rotten apple pie to me! haha i am not saying bad about you ok. let me finish, apple pie should be sweet that bring joy and happiness to others. why i describe you as a rotten apple pie? cause whenever i saw you, you will never fail to make me laugh and also angry with you. girl! stop that la. haha you are to violent. jia you ok! few more exams to go! please don't retake your "O" level. take private diploma! hmm all the best to you!
p.s: you are still the one which i want to meet up with. it's up to you to believe. take care(R)

2008-11-05T22:25:00.000-08:00

I AM HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE.

WE ARE FREE FROM SAYING "SORRY" TO EACH OTHER.

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.

MY ATTITUDE CHANGE FOR YOU.

OUR FUTURE, OUR GOAL.

THAT'S LOVE!

p.s: i love you

2008-11-05T12:08:00.000-08:00

alright! it's all my fault. what can i really do? all you want is to tell me that i am not your friend anymore. right!? ok sorry if i said anything wrong in my blog. i cant change wat you think. i am not worth of your kindness. i didnt treat you as well as you did to me. i let you disappointed once again and again. for all you know about me, i am a bad friend which abandon a friend when i got a boyfriend. i cant do anything to change your thinking. ok i am at fault! all the best to you...

2008-10-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

i'm so sleepy right now. yawn~ it's already 2.10am yet u are not back. guess you must be tired too, faster finish your project than come home alright my dear. miss you so much. even if we stay together we still don't see each other much. this few days you always came home late, i'm so worried. even if i m sleepy i still don't dare to close my eyes. prepared food for you but scare that it will turn cold, so i heat up the food every hour just incase you are back. alright. alright. hah i shall stop here. to be continue...
p.s: i love you

2008-10-27T17:36:00.000-07:00

i am really clueless. what when wrong between us? in the first place i admit i was wrong, but i thought everything was fine after that. i remembered i did ring you out but in the end you didnt even contact me. i asked you what happened.? you said everything was fine, you need some time to think about some things. and when the time is right you will let me know. during that time, i was so worried i wanted to know what happened to you so much but i am afraid that you will get even pissed off if i keep on asking. maybe what i said now to you is all bull shit.! after that i did message you, i did call you. but you didnt reply any message or calls. cause in your mind you already think that this person called or message me is because there's no one she can find, her boyfriend was not with her, she's look for you to kill time while waiting for boyfriend. right? think that i have change? i don care what you think about me, how i treat you? what i can say is i really treasure the friendship we have. the way i treat you is still like a sister. i told some of my friends and even my boyfriend that there's a girl "R" she is always more than a friend to me. she listens to my advise, she care for me, she a friend that drop her precious tears for me, she worried for me, she treat me well and of cause she loves me. i love to share things with her cause she will understand me. i was so glad when i received you message last 2 weeks if i didnt forgot, you asked me regarding job thingy right? after i reply to your question, i asked you how have you been? and you stop reply. i start to think that maybe thing goes wrong between us? why you are avoiding me? last week i called you a few times after i knock off from work, i was thinking to look for you at your work place. in the end you didnt pick my call. i did think to look for you at your work place, if i go there without you knowing i am sure you will get pissed. right? since you didnt feel like contacting me, what i can do is to update myself about you in your blog and friendster. was so surprise to see the post., totally heartbroken. i love a sister like you. having a borfriend doesnt mean that i neglect you or i dont care about you anymore. i admit that i have lesser time for you, i did went off to meet him when i am with you. that's already past. i didnt expect that you think about all those past and make you sad again. u said i am nothing to you. it's ok. till now you still mean alot to me. loves cant be compared! towards him and you! yes you have grown up. i agree with it. you have choosen to hate me. you have made you choice. tell me what can i really do?
p.s: thanks for the 3years sistership.

2008-10-22T17:58:00.000-07:00

ya right! become fatty boom boom, all your fault! hah! i shall really go on diet again. sad! but.... before i start my diet plan again i want my pizza and durian=) hahh.
hmm so tired, am so shag now! been working for the whole day. i need rest, i want to slack at home. i dont want to wake up early in the morning, i love friday! cause friday i could sleep late, wake up late, spend more time with my fat boy! heh =D 2 more days yea~

2008-10-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

bored.! no where to go, when home after work. ohh.. anyone please buy me some food.? hah! was hungry! am lazy to hunt for food too.lol how i wish to have a bowl of hot soup right now. i am craving for pizza! eat eat and eat. arhhhh... p.s: where's my durian?

2008-10-19T11:07:00.000-07:00

hey guys! hello.. it's a freaking sunday again! haha. all this while i have been busy working here and there. as for my family matters it's always giving me more and more headach. i wouldnt wish to say it. god please help! please take away sunday for me! i just simply hate it so much. my fucking mood swing is bad on sunday! make me feel like being a loner. y? stupid!!! end it! stop! fuck off!
sorry guys ignore me please. i am just trying to vent all my bloody anger in my blog.
mood=pissed off

2008-10-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

yawn~ hah so tired after so many hours of work. but after all now i felt so sweet, cos no matter how hard i have been working i'll sure see my dearest baby everyday after work. hehe so mushy sia. first time calling my "Fat man" baby.lol. congrates to us! this is my first relationship that last longer than 3months. we have been together for 3months 9days. for sure!!! you will be the one with me now and forever.! love ya! p.s: you will always be my baby..

below are some photos taken recently and also on his birthday(5th oct):

birthday cake

muacks!

princess cai

2008-10-12T11:42:00.000-07:00

ohh it's a sunday again! i have started working at coffee club with yeo. so far everything ok! hah.. was so different when i was working at CJ. full table service needed and more things to learn. hopefully i can click along with those staff. hmm still feel so sleepy although i just wake up. last night slept pretty late. hah. anh i guess it 'sa boring sunday again!

2008-10-09T16:17:00.000-07:00

To ALL,
my boyfriend treat me very well. i can say that he is the best guy i had never met in my life. and i know that he will be the one, handing hand walk with me in this life. he will not abandon me, he will carry me , protect me. regarding my family, it's all my brother's fault. something happened which my mom listen to his craps and end up ignoring me. my parents agree to let me stay over his house. when the day i move my things out. my dad still told me"please take care of yourself, and dont mess up weiliang's place. as they treat you well, be good to them. papa will see you when i'm free." when i stepped out. dad saw weiliang, weiliang promise to my dad he will take great care of me. my dad smile. my heart bleed, i love them. it's just that i dont understand why? what had i done wrong to my bro? why he treat me like this? no one understand this kind of feelings. i am now under my boyfriends protect and his 100% care, for sure i am save and bless. he is the greatest gift God have given to me. as for me, i fail to be a good girlfriend again and again. i take him for granted, i dont want to lose the feeling of being care. i dont want to lose the feeling of being protect. i do hate myself. cause i am so damn selfish, i fear of losing. i had never felt so loved and protected before. boyfriend is the one the only one who can give me all these. some more now i have lose me family. i didnt mean to show attitude.. i know i am bad. i swear you are the sweetest thing to me. no matter i am happy or not i am sure you are the one i wish to see. if the world ends now, i want to be by your side. i am sorry dear. if am a princess. i want you to be the king! please love me more and more. i am addicted to you. thanks for being a part of my life. thanks for being there for me when ever i need you. i love you!

2008-10-07T01:30:00.000-07:00

i felt so useless. i used to love staying at home so much. y everything end up like this! i some how hate to stay at home. i felt so stressful, what ever that belongs to me had gone. you took away my things but i remain silent. make me real fuck up when you still add on words to hurt me. what kind of world is this!? nobody care to help. just let it be alright! i really cant take these nonsense anymore. i swear i am leaving! if u happen to see this post, let me tell u one last time ok! i don't give a damn on what you said. it's total non of your business whether i am coming home anot. since you hate me so much, don't want to see my face. what's the point of me staying and make myself so damn fucking up sad!? frankly speaking, after all you are still my brother. no matter what i always gave you a chance, asked yourself how do you treat me and think about how i treat you.? i loved my family a lot. i cherish everyone, but you shows that you don't! mommy didn't even say anything when i am staying at my boyfriend's house. why you want to be such a kpo! saying that want to teach me a lesson behalf of mommy. what a joke! since young till now, you hit me scold me all these nonsense that you had done. you said you are just helping mommy to teach meimei.. please la. you do so it's just for yourself. i am not your pet! i am not to going let you control my life! i got my way, and please kindly fuck off! you make me gone out of my mind!!! mommy i am sorry.. i didn't want all these to happen. i love you a lot! please don't listen to what korkor say. i didn't done anything wrong. i am still you good daughter. am i? mommy we used to be so close so close so close! but because of some misunderstanding we are drift apart.. tears are rolling down while i am typing this post. give me some time. i'll prove to you that i am not your useless child! papa thanks for trusting me! thanks for protecting me! although you didn't talk much to us. i know that you still love us a lot. i promise i'll stay strong! i'll do better and i'll lead a better life then his. papa i love you too!
i cherish my family my love ones. someone just don't understand the meaning of "family".

mood=depress

2008-10-04T13:00:00.000-07:00

YEAH~ haha 11 more hours to hit hubby's 25th birthday! I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!

The One & Only MaRyPr0x

2008-10-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

Hi I m MaRyPrOx aka Her bf which known as lau shu shu or tiko peh peh. Time pass fast and we are together for 3mths. In this three mths, there are happy and sad moment but we always find ways to solve all these problems. She love mi alot so do I :D . I will always try to make her happy even though sometimes my jokes are cold hehe. She (Rachel) is a very nice ger but nice person always get bully by some so called IDIOTS esp her brother. Her Brother is realli a big bully and one day i'm sure i will help my gf to revange for her. Hey Big Bully Brother dun always take advantage of yr sister hor becareful there is someting call karma or retribution and those ppl who work wif her in MAYBANK which i going to refer that two person. 1 is old women. So old liao retired lar dun always act like a boss n bully newbird lar if my gf never do wrong anytings olso wana give a lesson better becareful hor hope yr son, daughters won't be treating u like how u treated my gf =D another is that 19 yrs old charbo. Hey u eat finish nthing to shit ar keep on wan to backstab my gf or u juz wana PLP known as PO LAMPA better dun okie if not u are cursed 50 yrs no guys will attach to u hehe :D okie lar my gf juz finish her bath now is her turn to blog. gd nite every 1 cya for my nx blog k.

LOVED MaRyPrOx (I hate Rabbit)

2008-09-29T17:06:00.000-07:00

time passed pretty fast. i kept all happy moment in my memory.
how i wish i am free from all heart broken and i wont even feel sad for anything.
i hate tears. tears are so annoying.
all wanted a smile. but some people just pleased to do so.
always remember that this is a imperfect world.does that mean that we shouldn't ask for much.take what you have given and that's ALL.is it true!?
hate lies. i believe everyone hate that too.if someone tells you that he/she trust in you.
PLEASE DON'T ABUSE THE TRUST HE/SHE HAD GIVEN!
so what! if you think you are right when everyone says you are wrong.
what's the meaning of being right or wrong?
if i admit that i am wrong. does that really mean that i am wrong?
sometime things that you see might not be real.
sometime things that you hear might not be true.
what a freak world!people are full of lies.
SO PLEASE DON'T TELL OTHERS THAT YOU ARE PERFECT!
no one is to blame for your unhappiness..

2008-09-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

it's a quite friday night! i am a loner. hah what i can do is to stick with my lappy for this weekend. i am bored. no friends to go out with. no where to go. NO MONEY! Zzzzz..

2008-09-25T23:41:00.000-07:00

it's a bless to be with him. don't want to think too much on those small matters. i hate quarrels. takes me days or even weeks to recover, even if we are seeing each other everyday. i just cant believed that i still miss him so much. i miss his hug, the way he hug me till i fall asleep in his arm. snore like a pig tat make him suffer. hah. i miss e smell of his room. i miss his bed. i miss him. what i want most is your presence. nothing is ever more important than you. if some day you left me, i'll definitely break down. i can understand that my emotion affect yours, your affect mine too. you want my smile. i need yours too.

2008-09-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

arhhh~ sucks la! after 12 it's monday again. got to work. damn scary once i think of work. how i wish i can stop working and relax at home without worry about money and things. yea.. day dream! ahah. got to end here. shall blog again tml if i am free to do so. nite guys!
mabel: i knew you will read my blog. haha so glad to see the message you left on my tagboard. hope you are doing good. anyway when you get back your phone call me alright! hehe. take great care my friend! really miss you alot by rachel=))
hubby: shssssssss!!!! you are so noisy! ahah. *muacks*

2008-09-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

DELETED!

i miss her. but i don think she do.

just forget what i said.

let it be.

once we r close.

what about now!?

just hope that everythings alright for you!

take care...

2008-09-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

To my beloved hubby:
Jason Cai Wei Liang(dear),

i find that I'm super duper sticky to my boyfriend. love him so much till how i wish i can see him or hear from him every single moment. cant imagine how my life would be without him. u have your bad temper so do it. i am sorry for making your day rot. when ever u r looking forward for a joy full day. i destroyed it. i know sometimes i might b sickening cause of my temper. i am a emo queen. haha. u have tried your very best to cheer me up. i know. i can see. i love being dote by you. just want you to know that no matter what i would never ever give up on this relationship. for months i am waiting for is you. you are the seed that i had bear in my heart months ago, now it bosom. i used to take care of it. now we shall took care of it together and let it bear fruits in our relationship. in our hands, we can have a fruitful relationship. i love you for who you are! thanks so much for all the changes you have made for me. and thanks for loving a imperfect me.

from your dearest dear,
Rachel Lim Yan Yee
loves

2008-09-13T16:39:00.000-07:00

DEAR I MISS U BADLY! I MISS YOUR HUG! now i'm at his hus rotting, probably untill tonight. he's now having lessons and after class he's meeting his secondary school class-mates for gathering. as for me? i am not going anywhere. there's no where i can go cos i'm broke. ahah. somemore i am lazy. i have some photos to post. it's the first time i'm posting photos in my blog. haha strange! it's taken on last sunday, monday and tuesday. and thanks dear for e digital cam. love it! if not i don think i will take the time to edit photos and post it in blog. monday we went for dinner and k session with his friends, chee ping and girlfriend. tuesday went for a heavy dinner at katong's waruku.(that where his sis work at)=))

my birthday gift from dear

SONY T70 from dear

dinner at waruku...

his sis

he's mine!

my handsome boy

END POST! LOVES~

2008-09-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

piggy hubby! sleep sleep sleep... Zzz while i am blogging. thanks for all the things you have done for me. i know you love me and only me. yeah~ i tried my very best to be a good girl of yours. just want you to know that i really want to have our time. only the two of us. indeed friends are important too. i also miss my friends very much. but now what's most important is you. whatever time i have. i want to save it for you. even it's going out with your group of friends i am really okay with it. as long as i can see you. anyway next week your school gonna start and i am gonna start missing you like crazy. till now i felt that i was living in my dream. cause it really takes time and courage for us to get together. after so much of struggling and heart pain. our relationship have come to these day. there's nothing i hate about you. ever if sometimes there's things that you done really irritated me but my love for you have covered everything. no one is perfect including me, i am not as good as what you thing. forgive me for all my wrong things. love you!

2008-09-04T23:29:00.000-07:00

i'm craving for accounting. i really want to study. arhh! i shall stop nagging and shut up! haha. today have been a busy workin day for me, working none stop. packing, arranging files, updating loans, check approved loan, bleah bleah bleah~ how i was i can b like this when i am at work. i rather keep myself busy at work while others have something to do but i don have any. make me felt so weird just like an idiot. LOL a stupid idiot! shall end my boring post. got to sleep. good night guys! p.s: i want "OUR" time.....

2008-08-31T01:58:00.000-07:00

blogging blogging blogging! haha happy weekend. my mind is clear, have settled down what i want. i want him to b happy n so must i. stop those emo-ing. i am learning e greatest things, tat's e languages of love. all along i want his attention so much it show's tat i love him deeply n i need him to b with me. but now i c things differently yes i still love him deeply n i do need him, i found my way to deal with mine feelings. i have tried this way for two days. i found it so use. we r so happy together for 2days. i know this will goes on n on! something we always speak out words to out partners tat it doesnt mean wat it means. example: "no, it's ok. i'm alright." vs " NO! IT'S OK! I'M ALRIGHT!" guys can u c it brings out different meaning. e most logical way we will interpret e message based on our tone of voice, not the words we use. loving each other we need words that of encouring and caring too. i got to show everyone that e decision i have made is right, that is to b with you! ps: thanks nic for suggesting of celebratin my bd. we will meet up again soon!=) take care

2008-08-24T13:25:00.000-07:00

i am out of my mind! hate this weekend. tears flowing down while i'm blogging. i love my family, yes i do. but my brother don treat me as his sis. hah. tat's how i feel. called me a bitch! is tat the way you call your sis? i dislike staying at home. home sucks! and i'm feeling so down now. just because my brother want to use the laptop. he called me so many times and i refuse to answer. he ask my mm to call me. as usual, i get scolding. hah wat a good way! i am a person tat doesnt know how to express my feeling. ppl usually will get it wrong as if i am angry or emo for nothing. i am not! wat i need is care and concern. i don want any other things. is't simple enough? i don ask for much. cos i jus need attention. tat makes me feel tat u care! tat's y i feed down n emo easily. i was thinking too much. cos i cant get ur attention, i tot u don care abt me. sometimes i think it's better if i don exist on this world cos my mind are making me so irritating. sucks personality. i don think i am a good person. all along i tot i will be the only one tat treats you well. but no. i don think so. i cant help when u troubled. i tot our relationship can be happy. no. it's all me. my fault. i make u sad. i really wan the both of us to stay happy. but y? wat happen to me. i am afraid tat one day you cant tolerate me and chose to leave. so i'm trying very hard to cheer up. tat's my problem, not yours. now i cant tolerate myself from all those negative tots. arhhh so complicated. i really don know wat i want. i am tired. really tired. all along i don dare to say all this in my blog cos i wan others to know tat our relationship is perfect. but now, this is the only way i can let you know how i feel and y i am so irritating. cos i know u are reading this post. as i said i will not leave you only when u chose to let go. from the begaining i change myself because of you. treat u like my king, listen to you give u my trust no matter wat. giving you chances cos i am giving myself hope. all these are done cos i know that one day you will change for me. thanks god you are mine, you change. i know i have choosen the rite one. no matter wat. i hope we can still hold on hand in hand together. p.s: if i'm sad pls don show me tat u r oso sad. cos i want ur smile.(i wan to b ur perfect girl)

2008-08-20T15:30:00.000-07:00

shoo~ GET OUT! freaking mind. gone for interview in the morning. hah was shock with their offer, i as k for 1.2k but they offer 1.6k. was not confirm with this job. don ask me y!!! was thinking of taking up part time jobs and start school as soon as possible in sept. bank loan?? felt so stress at work. who can help. no one understand. i really want to study. i want it so much. even my bro can start school soon due to the help from my mom. sadded. help kor kor oso don wan to help me. i said i want to study for so long le lor. anyway decided to loan from DBS bank. hopefully my mom can be my guarantor if not my plans wont work. their requirement is min gross of annual income S$12,000. arhhhh~ i hate what i have now. unstable work! that's not what i want ok! who really understand!? no one. some more i am headache over money. shit! haven even received my pay. only got 400. got to return mom 100 and pay her back 50 for some medical i asked her to buy. left 250. top up phone 28, top up ezlink 20, contact lens 35, total= $83. balance=$167. no comment=( shall end here. i am goin to emo liao.
p.s: i am a poor girl..

2008-08-17T10:29:00.000-07:00

arhhh... sian tml got to work again. ahah! guess will be late again. i hate workin there, it's addin more stress to my life. the worse is tat i stay damn far away. bishan to east coast rd, shit! haha.. toopid actually tot tat e work place is nearer to dear's hus. so we can meet up for dinner or whatsoever after our work. hah.. no need wat! rite. tot it's more convinent for him, but actually if i work at toapayoh area oso near cos his work place is at serangoon. LOL erm... talk abt yesterday=)) hmm was having a great time out with him. no mood-swing la. jus tired. ahah=)dear i enjoy going out with you=))
p.s: thanks yvonne(dear's sis) for helpin me with the connection=))

2008-08-16T11:30:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello~ random huh! haha after few days of post now i'm blogging again. i'm at my bf's hus, using my own laptop. erm.. hopefully this weekend no mood-swing la hur. LOL hmm later he will be out with his parents to buy something?? for their new hus. while i'm staying at his hus to wait for them to come home. haha i sounds like i'm part of their family. lalala.. aiya.. stay there i oso wont do anything leh.still feel so shy at his hus la. felt so uneasy. haha.. are we going out later?? dots see!!! i'm talking to my com sia. ahah. gone nuts=p i miss my friends.. revonda, mabel, nick and all.. hai still don dare to ask revonda out sia. scare she will ignore me=( my bad. i know. i miss our good old times! i really do! revonda take care!=))
p.s: dear rest more k! fever fever faster go away! love u.. muacks=x

2008-08-14T22:02:00.000-07:00

arhhhh~ just came home. cried like a fool at my blk void-deck. i fail. fail to be a good girlfriend. fail for bringing happiness. perhaps yes i'm not good enough. i did think for you. what ever i do all is for you.. my words irritate you, my bad. blame myself brainless. cos i didnt think before i speak. i hate the feeling of being ignore by you when you are angry over me. i promise that i wont think so much and let my mood down when i'm with you. i know you care for me. but do you know that i care for you more den anything else. you are so important to me more den any one else. i don care what other ppl say. i don give it a damn. cos i only listen to you words. i thank you for giving me the love and care for the pass one month. i wish to grow old with you..
p.s: change!